Sometimes...
Posted 01.25.2009 at 08.42 PM by Ms No Name 72
Sometimes it is so hard to find the words...The ideas are there in my head, but my brain cannot wrap its self around them long enough to really form the words. I don't know what I am feeling, sane at times, losing it at others. My heart is breaking and then all at once it feels as if I turn a corner in my soul and my heart is taking flight once more. My thoughts are running scared thru the hallways in my mind and then they settle down just as peacefully as a sleeping baby. Its like the thrill one gets at the tippy top of a roller coaster and then that rush of adrenaline as your body slides down that slippery slope only to rise again. I want to shout but then again I want to whisper. I want to be heard not just listened too, I want to listen and not be afraid to hear. I want this moment to last but I want the ride to stop quickly. It is just so jumbled up inside, and it needs to be let out, but the letting out is like a blood sport. So one keeps it in, keeps it safely hidden in the corners of the hallways cramped up against other ideas, thoughts and feelings where no one can be hurt by the words that are sometimes so hard to find...
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 | Sounds like you need a vacation. Some time to kickback and have no pressure, no schedule, no phone ringing, no qualcomm beeping, no traffic lights, no speed limits. Just yo and what ever you want to do. After a couple days you can sort through whats important to deal with and handle them one at a time |
Posted 01.26.2009 at 02.29 PM by l84work  |
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