So unfortunatley after 4 and a half years of marriage i'm sad to admit but it's over. I went over to her mom's house last night in a last ditch attempt to keep us together but I was asked nicely by a couple of Officers to go home, by the way her mom also told them that I might have a shotgun in the car which was so nice to have two pistols drawn on me when they first showed up. So now I sit here at 1am packing and heading down to Portland to move into my new home, a big giant orange pumpkin. Luckily Schneider said they'd take me back and that's where I'm off to. Back out there on the open road living in a freight shaker is going to be nice and suck in alot of ways. I'm trying to stay positive about this life altering event but losing everything I've busted my butt for sure does suck.I just know that in time all things heal and i'm going to be where I belong, out on the open road. So I thought I'd get on here and ##### for awhile since this is the only place I can come to to do that. Oh by the way she got the palace and I sure as hell didn't get a jeep hahaha.