Never go dispute something at work when you are an emotional wreck.

The lady who goes over our logs called me that I had a violation by not taking a reset and running the recap. I argued with her about it then asked to be transfered to Miguel, my dispatcher. After telling him I did nothing illegal, I informed him that my mom passed this morning and I didn't need this ####.

Against my better judgment I hauled ### to the terminal to argue my case. By then the logs lady had been informed of my situation. I came in log book in hand. I did raise my voice a bit demanding that I be shown where I violated the law. Kyle, the fuel guy was telling me that I shouldn't be arguing it under the circumstances and to go home. I got her to admit that I didn't violate the law.

I then went into the dispatch office and I showed Miguel what I had done and how I wasn't in the wrong. I asked if there was some policy that requires us to reset? Carlos said he'd look into it for me and said to go home, he could tell I was as tense as hell.

I agreed and got into my car. I started to sob. Kyle ran out and said he understands I had a huge loss, they all did, and I needed to just take time to grieve before I tried to handle work business. He shook my hand and gave me his condolences.

I sent Miguel a text apologizing. He said it was cool, they all know I was under a ton of stress and grief and they knew my actions were totally abnormal.