I am losing my mind...

Meh. Relax. It will pass. Better to be addicted to driving than some foreign substance that will harm your health. At least you're productive.

 

Malnutrition can and sometimes does cause mental illness. My grandmother went stone cold permanently crazy from it during the great depression in her early 20s. She spent the next 60 yrs in a mental institution til her passing. If you are not crazy yet, you will be if you dont start eating much more frequently. A leave of absence might let you regrasp reality.

 

If everything you say is true, you should admit yourself to a hospital for a check up. If you drove that much in your personal car while you were on home time I think there might be a problem.

Best to have yourself checked out before you hurt someone or yourself.

No sleep makes people fall asleep while driving.

 

I think I heard you today on the radio, in fact almost everyday. Here, speak into this mic and say, "buffalo in a brown paper bag".

 

After reading a very tragic story,some of the responses to this thread is cheering me up.I thank you for that.

 

I'm losing my mind, reading this..

 

Ha ha... Exactly...
We're all zombies... lol

 

You sound perfect for a Russian owned Chicago based company!!! But seriously, once your day is done, take a walk. A brisk walk. That will take some of the restlessness out of you. Or, I could give you my ex's phone number. One talk with her and you'll never want to see the light of day again. I promise. Her number is 57..... No. You're new. You don't want to off yourself just yet.

 

If you are sincere from what you are saying, it souns like a manic episode of bipolar disorder. Take some of that energy that you have and google it.

The problem is that the mania is always eventually followed by the depression. You very well may be a hyper alert safe driver now, but if you havd this, the other is sure to come. That is when you will be dangerous.

This doesn't mean that you are crazy, but you are experiencing something that you need help with.

You need to find a psychologist that you can have a session by phone, and you need to exactly listen to exactly what he or she tells you to do. DO THIS RIGHT NOW!

You must do as I say, because to do anything otherwise would be irresponsible. I have no idea what a psychologist will tell you, but if she tells you to stop, do it IMMEDIATELY. Above all things, you must must consider the safety of all persons on the road.

If this not a joke and you need further assistance, you can pm me.

 

You also could go to the nearest hospital and seek treatment.