You are thinking right. Starting out it is wise to drive another BCOs truck for a few months to learn the system and to find out if non dispatched is right for you. This business is not for everyone. Leasing on lets you walk away. If it is right, buy a used truck. There are lots and lots of them available now. Drive it for a while then get a newer used truck again. Take it from me, a brand new truck is a large debt to carry in slow times.