New ...help Need Advice On School And Company's

Hi, tring to get some advice where to start... I'm in a complicated position right now . I'm tring to find were to start i want to drive i love being out there , went with fiance (that is the position) for 5 1/2 yrs I LOVE IT , but i never drove I want to so bad i can't stand it i tried when things were good , to be taught, but it never got done due the kids. now i have to do whats best for me and my kids just in case the worst is to happen. BUT i haven't work for those years because he wanted me to raise the kids at home instead of being gone all the time, so money is going to be a issue with some of the schooling that i have been checking out, i have noticed alot of companys that will train and hire you , but again alot of the companys i refuse to work for (my Opinion) we done Van Lines that is where i want to end up. i understand that some places will finance but what is good??? i have a place right in my home town the cost is stupid $6000.00 and i live right next to it, that sad. how about any companys that will train but if it don't work out you can move on with a BIG issue.??

there is so much more to ask but this is a start hope someone can help me out??? i'm not totally new new but...still have get the right direction