But also heres the thing they make me feel like if I dont drive this ill loose my career and no company will hire me..that is what I mean by forced
I have applied for swift thow they turned me down where C.R.E picked me up (just ta kick me in the gut)... T.b.h.
If you're under contract with CR England, better stick with it until contract is fulfilled. At least get your cdl before leaving.
So when I get back to Illinois. If I buy a bus ticket home given these events my last question is whats the odds of me getting hired by ah decent company?
Oh I will do the cdl part but its not getting better and this contract is bitter sweet for me given my experience as a whole