I am an idiot

I suppose this qualifies as being in Battle in life. A problem to solve.

I love to solve problems. It might not come out right for some or for me but its solved hopefully. If i can do it, anyone can. Just need to give thanks come the morning and use the day to do what you can to see it through.

 

Love the Tri Mac guys!!! And Kan Van!!!!

 

Keep ya head up bud.

 

I enjoyed a particular company in Joppa about 1990 or so. The work was not difficult, local, home weekends and money took care of itself including tolls on. Maryland House was not yet rebuilt then. Sbarro heaven (Pizza to go, grotesquely over)

One day they hung a note "Closed pernamently go to unemployment" And locked the door with no notice.

Did I tell you we really enjoyed that outfit? What a tragedy.

 

So you never had a plan B, or any $$ saved up to start this new venture, and you like to make impulse decisions without doing any homework. Sounds like you had the right recipe for hard times. Why not do drive someone else's truck for a while if yours is keeping you broke? That would be common sense...

 

Get rid of the truck first! It will set you back but still....These new pieces of #### will destroy you financially if you can't fix them yourself. I mean fix everything...Then, get a company driver job and stay there until you are financially more stable. Get into hauling fuel if you can. Don't feel bad about it either. There are thousands like you that didn't see the hidden costs of running a truck. The system is rigged to get you into a truck too. You just have the balls to admit it...
Good luck.

 

Honestly man, you have the best of a bad situation. You now have no responsibilities, no one else to worry about except yourself; WHICH IS A BLESSING.

Establish if you want to keep trucking or if you want to get out. Act accordingly. If you want to keep trucking then literally live very minimalistic and save up everything. No luxurious, just grinding. Brighter days will come, quicker so if you help it.