Orientation is much different

I'll bet it was different. I remember my first day of orientation at Swift. The instructor was a huge fat guy named Bob. In the morning several of the students came in with coffee and Bob asked them where they got it. When they pointed to the break room down the hall he got this horrified look on his face and shouted "You don't work here!". That pretty much set the tone for the three days.

 

Welcome! I started at the Swift Academy, went out with a mentor and have been solo with Swift for almost a year. My 1st month solo was rough. 2nd month, still rough, but not quite as bad. During my 3rd month it all started to fall into place better. Just hang in there. Take it one load at a time and try to relax. There are a couple of us Swifties on this site, don't hesitate to reach out if you want. It is survivable and I've had a pretty good experience with Swift so far. Not perfect, but not bad.
Good luck to you!!!