What to do?

Nope, we were judging more by your attitude than by your mistake, which wasn't a mistake, but an infraction, and a fairly serious one that had the potential to cause a lot of destruction.

We don't need your kind.

 

And that's what's important. You made a mistake now learn from it and come back better for it. To learn nothing and continue with reckless behavior, that is a reckless attitude. You're right, you didn't have to come on here and be honest and admit your fault but, you did. And I give you props for that. But if you didn't expect to take some flak from professional drivers you were not being honest with yourself. Now, I'm guessing no one knows you personally so don't take it personally. Take a minute, calm down, and reevaluate your situation. You don't have to prove jack to us. You have to prove to yourself and future employers that you have what it takes to be a safe, professional driver. Good luck.