why hasnt trainer kicked and fored me yet

I am assuming the OP is using a phone and doesn't look at his post.. I cant read that crap... What I can make out I am trying to get how he made it out of trucking school

 

The good news is...



after you kill someone, you'll get "three hots and a cot" at no charge for quite some time.

 

Well, that's slightly different.
I misinterpreted your terrible spelling and it made it sound like you were confronting your trainer about you personal ####.

 

What did he say?????

 

Do they teach how to close trailer doors lol

 

You are going to find new terrors when you embark out there with your first truck your first year. I actually battled a few myself that took years to resolve, two in particular one was a combat situation versus two people that went downhill way beyond what actually happened to drawing only to find the #### thing wont work. The other was worse. A mountain called white sulphur springs, no air, no spring brakes no nothing. Father used to peel me off walls on that one.

You must find peace. Then your rest will come easy, and part of that peace is to eliminate all liabilities to your personal mind, world view etc. If you have for example a gold digging ##### for a GF, eliminate her. (From your life... not take her out...) that is a stressor gone. and then work through your list until everything is resolved and that you get behind the wheel of that 18 wheeler with a clear mind. Follow me so far?

The root causes of all mistakes, accidents etc when carefully and forensically examined by professionals from safety usually is present within the previous 72 hours.

Now.

The trainer. He is not the monster you make him out to be. What you do is think he is a first year like yourself. What a oaf. When he yells at you or punches you etc learn. Don't get mad at him. Fix whatever is the problem. Mine discovered over and over again upgrades on a stop sign was a problem, so I master that engine and clutch to drag that rig out of there. Never mind all those cars coming at me at 70+ from both sides. They simply have to slow and get me room or we will all have a beautiful accident plastered over the papers for the city to laugh at tomorrow. Follow me?

I was fortunate to have trainers that taught God how to drive and the devil to screw it up. To paraphrase. But Im not too stupid to understand you are under mental stress of the training, learning etc.

You have got to put on some big boots, stand tall and do it. T'aint nothing you can do with that truck that will break it... (At least on purpose...) You must choose a decision and follow through. Because if you are cracking up on a simple turn out into a intersection because of he monster eyeballing you, I hate to see you wonder now what when that wyoming pushes your trailer around on ice. Follow me?