Need more info/recommendations for job

First, I want to thank all the truckers who in the years of cross country driving I've done have guided me through storms with your hazards and shown me the safe places to bed down in my 4 wheeler for the night. If I ever made you uncomfortable by passing I'm sorry.

That said, my life is falling to ruin. Failed engagement, and basically blacklisted from my previous career, which, though, honestly, wasn't panning out the way I thought it would. Currently have no money, and a few clothes on a friend's couch after feeling our of a toxic situation and I honestly dunno where to go to get myself a CDL and a job otr. I've no moving violations, bit even a speeding ticket and an in my mid 30s. I have never been convicted of anything either. I'm located, currently, in socal, but I want to just run the 48. I just need help finding a company which I could afford to get in with given I have no money, no experience and was self employed for years. Any help would be much appreciated, but I just need to get back on my feet before I run out of couch to stay in.
Many thanks

 

Thanks chinatown. I put in an application with stevens as well but correct me if I'm wrong, doesn't prime require cash up front? I honestly and currently have $6 to my name and with no family not anyone to really ask

 

Thank you again. I'll shoot them over an app though I am a bit worried driving reefer

 

Also should mention filly drig clean unless they count the coffee