How long does it take to hire a driver??

90cpm plus 100% fsc leaves no profit on the table after taxes, and various maintenance on used egr truck.
Paid the truck off in 1.25 years cause I wanted it paid off to leave carrier. But than engine got real oil hungry and sold it, rather than rebuild which I could not afford or finance.
Did not feel like doing the 90cpm deal ever since. Nor will ever again.

 

Penniless right now.
Unless family donates me any money.
Selling some things helps.
Food pantries, I do not like using.
And living with my long term girlfriend while broke is more of a curse than a blessing.
I do not own a car. I can not afford to fix hers. Which is needed badly.
I will not work with local carriers who want hometime every weekend, driving Great Lakes, and eastern regions. On low mile pay , and less than 2000 miles on avg.
Oh and I have a showcause for child support tomorrow.
And I'm 2 years unfilled taxes because I owe money still from 3 years ago.

I'm in my own hole to China. I need to find my way back out.