It sounds like for right now, you and OTR are a match made in heaven. But don't be shocked if on down the road a few years, you tire of it, and want to do something else. Life is all about change, and life is full of change, whether or not we want it, that is our problem.
You won't have time to develop relationships doing OTR (i guess that's a fact that i have to accept). Goes with the job. UNLESS you know something i don't.
I'm NOT a people person... was raised in solitude... no siblings, not much parental supervision... no friends at school... cause I haven't been social for most of my life... don't know how to make friends and to keep friends... no family now.. no relationships, no kids... just the truck and the road... OTR is a good match for me... but after 10 yrs living in the truck, talking to myself, I am becoming more and more irritated... and more and more "sick and tired" of people... I wonder if it has to do with my age, becoming old or if it has to do with this "life style"... or maybe both...
I sometimes say to myself...people suck! Then again..you do meet some great people along our journey. Think we need to thin the herd..lol