I'm sick of this garbage. But I can't just quit. At this point, I despise trucks, trailers, shippers, receivers, DOT, rest areas, truck stops, literally every person I meet. Every vehicle on the road. My company is excellent. My average length of hall is 2500 miles. I gross over 80k a year and they give me my way on everything without having to even make a fuss. I miss home. I hate living in a truck. I miss my daughter and wife. At times, I'd rather eat a bullet than drive one more mile. I constantly say I'm committing suicide one mile at a time. Going home more doesn't help. The paychecks are losing their luster. I've been at this krap for three years. I wasn't always this miserable. I have all the amenities in my truck. So, that can't be the problem. I run 4000+ miles a week. I get detention, layover, breakdown etc. Pretty much any valid reason for a driver to complain doesn't exist here. What is wrong with me? How can I make suffering through the next year a bit more bearable?
Help me survive another year OTR
Discussion in 'Experienced Truckers' Advice' started by red70tvhs, Jun 7, 2021.
Page 1 of 15
-
Trucker Carlton, mstrchf117, Rocks and 8 others Thank this.
-
Trucking Jobs in 30 seconds
Every month 400 people find a job with the help of TruckersReport.
-
You are suffering from burn-out... Ive been there myself. Running those kind of miles takes a toll on a soul.Canadianhauler21, Speedy356, Trucker Paul and 20 others Thank this. -
-
Find a local gig. Be home daily. Screw that living in a truck crap
-
If this job is making you suicidal, why are you posting here? We are not Doctors or Psychiatrists, we are truck drivers. Please contact a mental health professional at once.
Trucker Paul, Dogenator, mitrucker and 6 others Thank this. -
Nashville, Trucker Carlton, Rocks and 9 others Thank this.
-
JoeyJunk, Vic Firth, Blue jeans and 7 others Thank this.
-
Blue jeans, Midwest Trucker, Coffey and 2 others Thank this.
-
OTR is definitely not for everyone!!! Sounds to me like you've had your fill of being OTR. So, look for a local gig. Sounds like you have enough experience for that to not be a problem.
I've been OTR a year and a half. I have a love/hate relationship with it, but addicted to it at the same time and I don't think I could quit and pretty sure I'd be miserable with a local gig myself.
I'm a West Coast reefer jockey. The landscape in the West is just incredible. Traveling around in it will be hard to give up someday. I love to drive and travel and yet to tire of either one. I don't know if I'll ever get tired of either. Living in a truck has its pros and cons. Biggest downside is not being home very often and I hate that part of it. But love the other demonstrably more.
However, without a doubt this is only a life for some. Lots of folks just won't be happy with it. Absolutely nothing wrong with that. Most truckers kinda start out OTR because that seems to be the hardest niche to keep drivers. But, most don't stay there. Some of us though, find it is where we do fit best.
Do yourself a favor, quit being miseable. Life's too short and precious. Find a local gig where you can be close to your loved ones. My opinion at least!Rocks, Blue jeans, meechyaboy and 2 others Thank this. -
Mototom Thanks this.
Trucking Jobs in 30 seconds
Every month 400 people find a job with the help of TruckersReport.
Page 1 of 15