Ya know, back in '02 my husband had an accident that should have killed him. He totaled out a cabover in a bad storm. The wind slung him into a median, the latchpins broke, and when it all came to a stop, he was looking at his own front tires, northbound in southbound lanes with the driveline over there, the engine here, and the tranny a little further down the road... the top of the cab was crushed around the driver's seat....
The day before that, I was ready to go to the county clerk and file divorce proceedings....
7 years later, I could not do it, and would not want to.