Meeting expectations?

Are there any other owner operators that have applied for a job or talked to a company about a job but had a hard time making a decision on what to do based on living up to that company's expectations?

I currently have a position available being dispatched pays well good miles whole nine yards just worried about living up to the company's expectations. I have a feeling I could just have a fear in the back of my head and a weird feeling that it won't work out also with the way the company has treated me already I almost feel like I owe them (they have treated me very well taken a lot of time to talk to me and didn't have to also been checking on me weekly) but I just don't know if it'll work out. I'm already positive I'm over thinking this and need to stop its just a concern.

Main thing I'm worried about is a few horror stories about full loads being rejected over the tiniest things I pay attention to detail but the owner told me a personal experience he'd had with a load that was almost rejected for a few pieces of corn in it and that concerns me cargo insurance isn't cheap and a full load rejected isnt going to look good at all. I'm just in a bit of limbo right now about the deal and could use some advise. I have a flatbed that's idle right now I can drag around doesn't pay very well from what I've seen but at this point I can expand where I run and go places I normally wouldn't.

This offer I have available isn't the most ideal and I'll be running out east a lot. Don't mind it too much no my favorite but I'dake do its life I understand don't have a problem or concern about that its mainly the fear of living up to what's expected of me. I have a feeling I can just afraid of what if I don't kinda have that mentality wanna be the best driver for the company and be perfect and if I'm not perfect I have failed miserably.

 

Thanks.

Your right I do sell myself short a lot and worry way too much. Just need to get out there do it band quit worrying about it. For some reason I keep forgetting its not like flatbed if its refused after a minor but chewing a couple phone calls it goes right down the road to another place.

Thank you again!