My daily concern...

Haha yeah right Harvey. I had more points, assists, blocks, steals, and rebounds than anyone. Plus it was a small town I played against every single player after school at the rec center who made the team and beat them all the time. I think I wasn't picked because the coach needed to make room for the police chief's son, one of the teacher's kids, his veteran players that already knew his system so he didn't have to coach anyone new, etc. You act like there aren't people out there who are amazing but cease to get the spotlight. There are great actors like Edward Norton who are not praised by Hollywood everyday and in the newspaper daily.

I am just one of those people who do not get a shot regardless of the reason but when I do things on my own and no one can stand in my way I am successful (like my programming business that I have been doing for the past 12 years). I am just ready to have a job where I can work my shift and enjoy my off time. I haven't had a day off in 12 years and all business owners can relate to that. I do not toot my own horn irl but online I wanted to explain why I feel uncomfortable about getting a job due to past experiences which is the only reason why I mentioned those things. Man I cannot wait to get out on the road, this is the reason I do not like interacting with sensitive people.