I'm sorry to say this, OP, but this just doesn't make sense to me. I keep getting that old time funky feeling, like there's a Page 2 waiting to happen. I wish you well, but I think you might just consider starting over. There's lots of companies who train. It's not the best way to go, but you can start working, and earning, immediately after you pass the physical and background check. You did pass them the first time, right? If you want it, keep after it. Best.