Need to vent

Sorry but I have to vent. I know none of you know me. I have just been a lookie loo here but the last 3 yrs this forum has kept me from going insane. See My hubby and I drove team for 7yrs we had started this after I had a head injury it was so great as I was able to do something and sadly it is all I can do. But in 2005 I was hurt this accident cause multiply injuries and you would think that 7 yrs of loyal work and being team of the month several times you would be get the medical attention you would need. But no not at all oh they did fix parts of things like one knee half of the hip part of the shoulder but forget the back and neck who care why you cannot feel your legs. Make a long story short they ignore me sent me around until they found a Dr to say I was permant disabled this was after the man hurt my shoulder leaving extisive bruising (charges were filed) but he releases me and not to be able to go back to team, I had a second opinion from a Orthopedic he fixed the other knee in Nov says the rest can be fixed so I could drive but lo and behold the wonderful health ins say denied it is a work injury ..this all occured yesterday. No work comp to get fixed no health ins and no income and left with no way to earn a income. Even if I get fixed it will have been 3 yrs and 4 months since I drove ..nice they drug this out ignoring me, ssending me to the wrong kind of dr all to leave me sitting...oh I am told you will get a settlement .. I do not give a poot about that I wanted back on the truck with my hubby that is all I ever wanted. Now I have nothing and because of me we will lose all we have .. lol can't even get SSI since my Dr says I can be fixed and drive .... should have just gotten home said my horse bucked me off and this never would have happened. best part is they fired the first Dr because he said I could not work for at least 8 months that there was more to do...that was 2 yrs ago

Again sorry to vent I just have to let it out as right now I just do not have much will.