Orentation and Trainer Time

Frankly, I said I have never seen him do a PTI, he may very well do them when I am sleeping ( sleep like a log) and franly, between us and such, he scares me a bit. If I were to complain and I KNOW they will call him to get his side, when im on the truck still with him, I dont want that kinda fall out, part of me keeps hoping a little that the right person sees this thread, and I get yanked off his truck next time we are in the denver terminal or somthing.

But then again I lose time and money if I get yanked off, I mean I honestly dont know how to handle this. He teaches good when he teaches, and I could easily get a WORSE trainer,

 

Yeah, and when he finds out I ratted him out? I deal with a guy who has spoken, quite plainly about doing large amounts of bodily harm to how did he put it: "People that mess with someones career" but he put it more in a racist manner twords a black man who was just trying to do his job, and well, I admit it, when he goes on his tirades, I agree with him, because he scares me a bit, not to mention im thousands of miles from home, with no way to assure my own safety.

I know they takl to him about things I talk to safety and such about, and well, I dun wanna deal with the bad bad stuff that would ome my way.

Maybe I should just quit or somthing...-sighs-

 

What you guys dont seem to understand, I am STUCK with him, if I rat him out, I am stuck with him till I get somewhere else. And in that time is not exactly a place I feel safe being. If there was a way that I could be pulled from a truck and him told that it has nothing to do with him? Fine, I would concider it, but the problem is, eventually, it would get back to him and he would hunt me down I geneunaly belive this.

 

Thanks for the advice. As I said, I would not mind leaving and getting a 'better' trainer, but there is somthing to be said for looking out for my own health and well being. Perhaps the next time he makes a threat to kick me off, I will ask him to get a load to denver so he can then.