please help!?!

Hmmm, beer or coffee, that's a tough one. Either way it's a sacrifice. Low pay, or less family time. Any friends at the beer job with seniority you can talk to and get an idea what your future might look like. Being a hustler is a good thing if it's gauranteed to remain in your pocket, not developed by you and transferred to someone else. "Sorry kid, joe has a family with a mortgage and college tuitions to pay for and your still young, your time will come". I could be wrong, and I hope I am, but I've seen it happen too many times. Also, once a hustler, always a hustler. I run a lot at night, and it gives me a lot of time to think about what I can do for myself, not someone else. Think it through. Whatever your decision, be sure to protect your investment. Best of luck.