trainer from HELL still loving it though

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Sounds like your trainer is Sybil with multible personalties.I do like your upbeat attitude about trucking though.

 

Just stop worrying and questioning it and get a new trainer. He said he is "not up to it". This means your experience and training will fail. It's common sense and you don't need 15 peoples opinions on what to do. He is not doing his job or acting like an adult. You are losing out. Handle it tomorrow with extreme professionalism. Do not let anyone you speak to talk you into staying with this guy.

 

Dude needs counseling

 

I would call in and be removed immeadiately. Even if you have to pay for a room for a night. Tell them you fear for your life. He is a loose cannon. Don't let somebody elses misery take you down as well. You are not a prisoner or stuck there. Make things happen. Get ahold of the local police if it gets too bad. I would be at a truckstop removing my belongings with the keys in my hand. Give them back once you are off the truck.