Weird dreams, drifting thoughts.

I call that diesel in the blood I had a awesome local job in Boston MA I lasted 3 months back to otr i went but a great topic good luck

 

Try some liquid medication!!

 

It'll NEVER go away I'm afraid!!! You'll never forget all the beautiful places you've seen. AND you'll ALWAYS yearn to see those "special" places again and again!!!

 

If it is something that worries you rather then just a longing or a temporary struggle to shift focus then I suggest speaking to a shrink.

 

Back when I was much younger I used to drive very,very long miles sometimes i really didn't know how I got where I was I had no memory of how I got there but at that young age iI didn't think too much about that until one night I went to sleep and I mean deep sleep after a long long time if driving and I had this dream.
I'm going down the road on a hwy and the snow was falling hard snow flakes the size of pancakes and as usual chicken haulers every where some on the side chaining up some chasing my tail trying to beat every body to the next rest area to take cover from this snow storm and I can here the CB radio people are asking How do you put these freakin snow chains on and I heard a driver screaming loud "I'll pay you $$$ to help me put my Chains" but there was no place to pull over & it kept snowing and snowing so by the time a got almost to the top Here comes a wiggle wagon sliding backwards can't stop sliding and he is blocking both lanes now sliding back wards half jack-knifed and some how I managed to escape the collision and finally I get to the top and because of all the excitement I forgot how fast up hill I was going needless to say when i got to the top I was too fast I Guess my mind was thinking I m too light I can't afford to drive slow on the snow for fear of spinning Like that wiggle wagon I saw but after reaching the top of the hill I saw the huge snow white ground it looked like there was no more HWY Just a very steep down hill to an ICE lake . with no right lane/Left lane shoulder Nothing but snow covered road that didn't look like a road any more and I could see the shine on that ice the sun was coming from behind the clouds and melting the top layer I knew there is no freekin way I m gona Hit the brakes or Jake it but don't shake it..so I started going down the grade too fast just hoping I don't Fall off a cliff I can't see because of the snow covered zone and the stress was just too much to handle I guess my mind couldn't handle what to do next I finally woke up I remember Jumping and hitting my head on the top end of my sleeper saying NO..NO..NO as if my mind was finally saying this is to much bull lets get out of here..But until this day if I even yawn and I just got out of bed 10 seconds a go I find a place to park and go to bed screw The HOS I will not get killed because I 'm tired.why am I telling you this because I still remember this dream and think a bout it and think what if that did really happened and it was just a dream.

 

Next exit...published trucker thriller novel!! Hee Hee That was a good one driver!!!