Where is everyone #5

That's hilarious

 

Never does, Bear.
I take your 2¢ and invest it on my own behalf.... You seem to have an awareness of the path.
The thought of children tho... This screwy world we live in.... I didn't choose to be here. To do this. Looking at it objectively, why would anyone?.... It's lessons thru pain, and the only appropriate response in no response at all unless you're aggressed upon - then you go for the throat..... The admixture of beauty & hurt isn't an easy one to justify.... Too often you're caught in the dichotomy of winning or losing, there doesn't appear to be a middle. And sadly most of the 'losing' do something drastic to pull everyone down... Life is hard, unless you're born into Millions ($$$)... To think a certain way, so as not to kill yourself or others is hard if you got zero ($).... The vitreol lingers at the tip of my tongue. Hated. Vehemence. Complete disdain for everything humanity has touched..... but I exercise a particular sense of humor to repress all that.... It's, life, is difficult when you actually stop to think about it & dig really deep into what it all means.... It hurts. It makes you cope or exit, and either one has many fashions / forms it can take.... But, there are appreciable things here.... You, my friend.... your wisdom & wishes.... Friendship.... Hope..... Hope?.... Lol.

Pardon the tirade in return.

 

Home video from Disney?

 

Choices Choices

 

It's not a tirade if it's speaking the truth.

I know exactly where your coming from, I'm in the same boat and I think the same way. If only you knew what I've been going through the past 7 months at work maybe it would help ease your pain a little, lol. One of the members here knows what's been going on from beginning to now so it's not just something made up, and it continues to this day, but I digress.

I think I've shared this before here but my best friend, who's gone now, told me once when I was complaining about something........If you and everyone you knew took all your problems and put em in a pile, you'd go grab yours and take em back. You just gotta find your niche and that happy place that everyone keeps talking about, it's there it's just harder to find for some than others. My family, immediate and extended are my solace, without them? I just don't know.

I have tons of friends but very few that I would call close because of things you stated. I'll do anything for anybody at anytime and anyplace but you screw me over, try to BS me or lie to me one time and I'm done with ya. The ol Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me type of deal.

And......we're glad your here too! Look what we would have missed, lol.

 

Well......today didn't go as planned. Went and loaded a drill at a landfill, started raining. Ever try and drive on packed clay when wet ? Like ice. Slid out of the landfill after 5 pm. Got there at 11 am. Told them at 2 pm I'm leaving empty or loaded their choice ! Ohio had me routed on a road that I couldn't make the turns on so I had to get creative ! Made it back to the shop. Now I get to take wifey out and celebrate 35 yrs of marital bliss. Maybe it's 36 yrs ?.......ah hell I'll just wing it !!

 

Happy Anniversary you should be proud that’s a tonofyears.

 

Congrats @superhauler