what to do without recent driving

I have been out. I am running into the insurmountable problem of not recent driving experience. I have posted other things but this seems to the be the real problem. I have called major ones and a few smaller ones.

I want to get back in and last week, i seriously considering cutting my CDL into pieces i was so frustrated. while it should not be a liability, it seems if I am not currently driving or a wanna be student..im ######....at least so far it is the case. I am still trying this week. I am in sucha position that being gone on the road for months at a time is so appealing.

I know I dont want to go back to take a school in order to get the CDL i already have, this chaining me to a company....but I am even entertaining that idea...but it hasn't been offered yet. I am between a rock and another rock (hard place is at least some hope)

so in short. I have heard a refresher course(but haven't connected with a company that will sponsor one) or school(i really hope not as it seems such a #### waste of time when I have a perfectly valid one) and if I went to school again, it would improve my chances.

for being so in demand, I am not feeling it

any help on this situation and who to call to get back into trucking with such a long break(year and a half)

to give you some background on finances, I am living with my ex wife and her boyfriend, I am down to my last two hundred and food stamps now. I have the clothes I brought with me and some electronics. I am applying at any place(other then trucking) to get something. this is important as I cant pay for things like living expenses if far away.

Trucking seems a ray of light in the darkness. before I was never going back because of family situation but now, i have nothing to lose

Somethign has to break

 

year and a half since jan 09

i have an app for a company called wood trucking. small fleet leased to a larger company, I think MCT

 

i called JB hunt but they wanted a year expereince.. i am starting to wondering if i got ahold of a different recruiter on some places if the story changes..

mavarick i will have to call about tommarrow and see

 

i was deseprate and called them..want 6 months recent