I’m gonna be honest. You need to grow up a little bit. You said you let your feelings about your life change get to you. somehow that persuaded your acceleration foot to press harder lol. Maybe you shouldn’t be behind the wheel of a semi.
And drop the Bro crap. Try using sir instead. It will get you farther in life. Every conversation isn’t you and your buddies #### chatting.
I got a big ticket like that once when i was young. Was doing at least 20 over, racing with my buddies on the bikes. Buddies all ran but I was the guy at the back so I stopped. I took it to court to try my luck but the court didn’t budge (the judge and the prosecutor and the cop were all good ole boys). I was found guilty and paid the fine. The mega I chose to start with made me wait 5 years for that to clear off my record. Which in hindsight that’s probably a good thing because I grew up and matured a lot in those 5 years.
When you choose to drive fast/recklessly, thats a conscious choice that you make, you don’t go that fast by accident. OP, I hate to say it but you might also need to take a few years to grow up a little, as
I did. You will be glad you did in the long run.