Am I done??

Yup, efectivly over. Thats it. You may be able to keep your cdl alive, and wait 8 or more years, then hire on with a mega... but your done. The feds and insurance have no sympathy for drug use.

 

I would ask your current company for help with your drug problem, concede you have an issue and get some help. Tell them you appreciate their employment and would like another chance. The fact that they hire drivers and have drug screen consortium tells me they would have a drug rehabilitation program that would meet the FMCSA and insurance company standards.
If you ever want to be a professional, responsible, commercial driver you have a problem, so get some help and maybe keep your current job.

 

You must do a SAP program and follow the DOT return-to-duty protocol. If you do it, companies still have no obligation to hire you. It is at their discretion. It will be tough to get another driving job.

 

Was it a DOT drug test? Do you know if they reported it? Slim chance it doesn't even show.

 

That's overkill for a dockworker. I wouldn't say you're done because there's always a company willing to look passed it after you do the return-to-duty stuff and you might be able to use the fact that you weren't in a driving position at the time to persuade them but your chances definitely got lowered.

 

Western express will hire anybody....
they prefer people nobody else will hire so they can pay you bottom feeder pay.

But since you caused your own problem this is what you are left with....

One must decide what is more important in life... partying or a career.

 

Are you in a union? When I was in a UAW job, a guy showed up smelling of bourbon and tested positive but didn't get fired because the union pulled some strings and the test results "dissappeared".