Question about refusing to go to a load in a particular state due not feeling experienced enough

My trainer taught me the basics on everything except manuevering in tight places. I figured most of that out after I got going on my own.

 

Just to let you all know, I'm not trying to be an @#$hole. I'm just frustrated at the moment. I put up a goal for myself of going out for six weeks at a time and take four days of home time. Apparently, it is a bit too much.

 

Especially running alone.

 

Although, I have been told by my dm that I am doing good. I still feel that there are things that I could do better. He did say that I could try and find ways of being a little more efficient in timing my 30 minute break and my ten hour break. He did comment to me that I'm doing good at it so far, but I could be just a little bit better though.

 

you don't mean arrest warrants, do you?

 

I'm kinda realizing that now. I had already been out for six weeks when all this happened. Three with the trainer and three solo. I forgot to mention this but all this occurred just before I was going to take my first bit of home time too. In addition, I was sent to the Northeast three days before I was to take my home time.