HELP!!!!!!!!!

I've worked in the oilfield for 15 years got me cdl as soon as I turned 21. I recently bought a 06 freightliner and I'm leased to a company hauling hopper. Thought I wanted out of the patch but I'm having a hard time adjusting. I'm no quitter so I'm going to make this work plus my family depends on it. Should I stay or go back? Dudes are saying no money in hopper. Please hook me up wt some advice thanks for reading my ramblings.

 

Thank you so much. I'm making calls in the morning

 

Right now right now the cons are destroying the pros. My wife told me to do the same I'm thankful for such a loving woman so looks like the answer is as clear as the nose on my face. Thank you for the response