New Driver with non-violent felony past and desperately seeks companys to drive for.

I am a 45 year old guy who's made a few mistakes as a misguided youngster. I broke the law in 1994 by getting involved with a lolita, and have been paying dearly for it ever since. I've straightened my life out, been rehabilitated this time, and I have decided I want to be a trucker, since driving is my greatest skill. After graduating from a 3 week training school, I got my CDL from TDI in 2007, but I couldn't find a company willing to give me a break. I settled for a temporary gig in a welding shop and did some light flatbed work with a straight truck hauling steel locally. That job was brief as the company outsourced the position; been out of work ever since.

Fortunately, the wife supports me, and it makes me feel emasculated. As the economy declines, I know I need to find a job ASAP, but many companys today still aren't willing to consider my situation. I have my Class-A CDL and a new 649-F Medical Certificate, no OTR experience, clean MVR, clean DAC, and a strong desire to become a trucker. Oh and I don't smoke, drink or take drugs either. So, am I just kidding myself, or is there hope for me yet. I am a hard worker, and willing to do anything neccessary for the opportunity to live the dream. Everyone says to keep trying, and I am. But it's so tough not knowing where to turn when so many doors are slammed in my face. I think its a terrible thing when a man is willing and able to work but can't find any, while so many other capable people collect welfare (etc.). All I want is one chance to prove I am a valuable asset. If you have any tips please email me at BGibbymeister@yahoo.com. Thanks.