Any other similar experiences starting out like I've had in 2014? This has been hell

No....apparently, the fact that you can't maneuver a backing truck unless it is straight back and with miles of open space is what "hurt" you.
You have been straight up and honest with us...now it is time to be honest with yourself.

 

Sorry, but I have to disagree with some that say your not cut out for this, but I do agree you need to stick it out with one company. I am the same way a little, I am more of a visual person when it comes to learning something new it takes me longer but once I have it, well it sticks with me. As far as backing, my last mentor I had was horrible at backing and he has been doing it for seven years, I do not care what company tries to rush you, it is your CDL so you better get out and look also ALWAYS make sure trailer is coupled. Backing takes time to learn no matter what anybody says, the simple fact about trucking is you have some that like to think they know if you will or will not make it. My father has been a truck driver for 33 years and was once told he was not cut out for it, simple fact is we all learn differently. I am not bashing anyone's opinions, I just happen to have a different one.

 

They are out there to make money. Not to hold your hand. I'm not being mean, but that's the way it is.

 

Joseph1135 is right, you are not going to find ones that will listen to you say you have a hard time etc. Just do what I did and learn to shut your mouth lol, Sorry but it is true. I found FFE/KLLM could really explain how to back good, you may not want to have to go through a training again but that will be the best for you to get it down better, I did and now I have to say I can back better than some who have done it for years(I said some, not all). I do not know how it is everywhere for training with FFE/KLLM so I can only recommend Fort Worth Texas where I went.

 

They hired you to drive a truck !!!
They did not take you to raise !
You either you can do the job or you can't plain and simple .

This is a grown up job we don't have time to hold hands and keep showing you the same simple thing over and over .
If you want someone to coddle you and tell you are special then go back to your momma's house .

My god people at least act like you are grown up !!!
All the whining and crying because they don't hold your hand and kiss your little tushy is just crazy .

The common problem with all the different jobs you have bailed on and got canned from is YOU !!!
The problem is not the training or the time between your failures it is YOU !! MY god man up and just admit it you cant do the job !!!
It is no big deal there a million things I could never do and I know it so I don't go try and keep failing and blame everyone and thing but me !!!

I know I am a complete jerk and I don't understand and I can't be right and I am just a old ahole but facts is facts !!!

 

So you think a refresher course would help him?

 

Yes I do one more time should do the trick LMAO !!