Lost my CDL need some advice from a owner operator

Sorry for the long time to respond,, UPDATE!!!!!!!
Well I have bought my own truck and I'm running containers out of Wilmington N.C port. my insurance is through the roof 10k a year but that will drop to $5800 a yr next November.I just wanted to thank everyone for the great advice.I couldn't wait the 3 yr to start driving again for a company so I dove in head first,With a little bit of brains and common sense being a O/O can be done and can be profitable.$ 2500 to 3000 a week all drop and hook.My biggest advice is get with a broker that is there to make you money and make themselves money,You cant be a lazy truck driver and expect to make money.In my down time I enrolled in business classes and it has payed off :}..
My story is probably different then most seeing that the X got everything in the divorce and I filed for bankruptcy
All I had left was my 401 and my profit sharing with no bills to pay (thanks MOM).
And RDA2581 when I left MDI there rehire is 10yr after a dui.Great company though if anyone is around the hickory N,C area (at least it was, things can change.)
And again thanks everyone for the encouraging words and the great advice.