a little advice about where to live

Maybe I missed it, not sure if you said your Christian or not. If not may want to check it out. Helped me alot. Get some confidence in yourself first. Believe you can do anything. I'm about to turn 33 I still believe I can play third base for my beloved Cincinnati Reds. Will I??? Nope but I believe I can. Its that belief that got me training and in the batting cages, God I miss playing ball, but I have lost over 50 pounds in a year. I'm almost over my diabetes and I married a beautiful woman too. Bot bragging, just saying can happen for ya. If u have questions about Christianity send me a message. God speed. I'll be praying for ya.

 

Are you just awkward around women?

 

^^ ..... boy, are those some kinda loaded like questions ......... ^^ ........... anyway, I, fer one, prol'ly don't need to know ......... to each their own, right ? ......... meanwhile, back on the farm .........

 

Yes I do as I can relate.

 

I don't mean any disrespect, but you sound very sheltered for a 24 year old. Even the comment above ^^. Where do you think you pay a water bill - you pay it online like most others on this site do.

My suggestion is to move out, and rely on yourself 100%. You'll get self sufficient fast, and it sounds like it may be a good thing for you. Look at it as your first big adventure.

All the best, and good luck.

 

Nah to rec league, I drive truck. Ain't no or got time for that. Dude if film is your passion, go for it. Use trucking as means to get there. I want to be a published author. I'm working on a few novels and a blog. I've always wanted to be in music biz, wanted to sing, can't hold a tune. Buddy came to me about producing. So im helping him do that as well as song writing.

Don't ever let anyone tell you you can't do something. Nothing is impossible, with God on your side. Watch movie Facing the Giants.

I'm not the best Christian either but never give up on Him. Will stop preaching now though so much more I wanna say. I know someone will get their panties in a twist and mods won't like that.

I'll send you message later with some more info.

 

My eyes are about bleedin' from reading this post, despite all of the great, kind, and thoughtful advice, he comes back with negativity - over and over again. I hope this gentleman is not a troll, but he asks a question and then rejects every suggestion offered.

I'm getting the impression that he is suffering from a mental illness, nothing to be ashamed of, but it will be a #### shame if it goes untreated, living a life of hell. There are solutions! Help is available! You don't need to suffer. It's your life, and no one needs to know, keep it secret - it's ok. If what you've said is true, please get some help - now! Mental illness is a disease, no different than having a bad ticker or diabetes. Go talk to someone, your clergy, a professional, a 12 step group, and please do it now, for yourself. Don't tell mom or your stepdad, none of their business. If they're blind to your sufferin, they're not a part of the solution. Sometimes family's keep you sick, get away from them - be willing to do whatever it takes, just put one foot in front of the other, baby steps if need be. It might not be easy, but you can and will get better!

Im done.

PS - you'd be amazed, but there is a person (woman?) out there, who's feeling / thinking the same things that you are. You just haven't met her yet.