Arrived in texas for upcoming trans am orientation

mike take a deep breath
it will all be ok
did the same thing first trip into NJ
if you really dont want to do this that is fine but be honorable and get the truck back to olathe
no one will think less of you if this just isn't for you
it is a lot of commitment to worry about all we do out here every day

 

we have people in place at risk management and road assist and night dispatch that handle this everyday
you cant send out 25 new drivers every week and not expect problems they will get you going and back OTR or home

 

i dont know talk to them in the morning
but be an adult and take the truck back where it came from
you will sleep better knowing you did the next right thing

 

Get some sleep and don't worry. Your driving in one of the most challenging areas in this country.

 

you have the skills to do the job just breathe
you told the company you would do the job
so pull on your big boy pants
and make daddy proud of you

 

Whatever you do. Get back to a yard, and turn in truck. Most people quit after a few weeks and then after a couple years want to come back but can't get employment due to the abandonment. We all feel like crap after an accident, but think of all the miles you have driven safely. Just be thankful you didn't run under a low bridge or turn the truck over. A bent rim happens. I've done that trying to get on a scale. Learn from your mistakes and like you said you see that lease is stressful and from what I heard they won't let you go to company. So leave on a good note rather then a sour note. I'll keep you in my prayers. God bless my friend.