I have a 20+ ticket, should i even get a CDL now?

Don't call people names? I'm sorry snowflake, did I offend your precious ego?

I count nine excuses in your post. Professionals admit they did wrong, feel humbled by the experience (to the point of embarrassment), and swear to do better in the future.

You are responding like a textbook amateur driver. Everything and everyone is out to get you and it can never be your fault. Being defensive is not how a truck driver should behave and recruiters at reputable companies know how to spot drivers like you from a mile away and not consider them for hire.