Jordan Carriers is BAD

Thanks. And you are right. I am ASHAMED i lost my temper like that...even if i was pushed to. I really am. And i was ready to give up. And now i dont know what im gonna do. And im just trying to believe that if THEY didnt want me there...then GOD didnt want me there. But im not giving up. I love my kids and i will keep fighting to support them and see them. And to answer the question to rhe guy who asked about REHAB. I was depressed after my divorce and lost EVERYTHING including my children. But i went thru all the hoops and actively worked to get better and never stopped working for a positive future and was given a 100% medical clearance and they called me a walking miracle. I sometimes believe that when you love Gos so much...then the devil just tries even harder to test your limits and your faith. And this has all been an uphill battle for me. And sometimes i fall down and do the DUMBEST things. But the eye on the prize is my kids. Of course i would like to be home with them. But i believe i am meant to be here....in trucking....because i couldnt have been a flatbedder without the help of God. Dont know whats next tho!

 

I dont know if they trashed my DAC...but im expecting him to. I believe there is an alternative universe where bullies get dealt with appropriately but i dont live in it! They just make movies about it! Bully abuse is REAL people! Even in the grown up world. He SHOULD be fired. On the spot. And while i screwed ip...i should be reinstated...given a GREAT truck....and only made to pay for windshield. In a GOOD world....thats what would happen next! I can dream....

And by the way....i kicked it...
But i didnt expect it to BREAK! That sobered me! But that was after 30 MINUTES of him telling me that even tho safety said the truck needed to be fixed he wasnt fixing it....ALOT of personal insults....refuaing to answer my questions....ALOT more personal insults....telling me to go home...telling me i have a bad attitude because i didnt feel safe driving the truck...telling me the previous driver and the other jordan drivers were lying to me even though a safety person came out and checked the truck personally and said the injectors were bad...it was exactly that situation where an abusive person in authority uses it to whip you KNOWING your going to go out of your way to go along because you are trying to keep your job! And then i snapped. After 30 monutes of taking the verbal abuse and then i realized he was not going to stop and i couldnt take one more second of the verbal abuse...and i snapped. Lol. Anyways....what do you think the bigheaded jerk is going to do to my Dac?????? The worst he can im sure!

 

And i feel sorry for the other drivers i met. One guy told me his next to last axle came unscrewed from the frame and they made him make two runs with it before putting in the shop...four orher trucks need injectors on that dedicated account...driving with the vibration makes your shoulders feel like theyre going to break...one had to fix a broken jake brake himself because they refused...they were all complaining to me about how the company wouldnt fix their trucks...and suffering because of it.

Well...i dont want to work for a big stupid bully anyways! So long Jordan! Keep your thug GM and your breaking down trucks...they might be pretty but whats under the hood is JUNK!

 

I apologize for threatening to drown my sorrows...and in my defense...i did not! This job just meant alot to me...what i thought it was going to be...and then it turned into a nightmare. Again...i say...in a perfect world Mr. Jordan would recognize that his GM is an incompetent bully who is forcing drivers...good people with families just like me...forcing them to drive breaking down trucks and bullying people...instead of addressing the problem there is a whole fleet of trucks breaking down.

I needed that job. Again i say it meant alot to me. Decent pay...home weekends....