Maybe It's Just Not Your Gig

if I could just figure out how to get there without transportation. I'm fairly sure if I could get so I could apply face to face I could at least find another bottom feeder. I agree I need out of here. I just cant figure out how.
I know I'm not a great driver, and they make jokes about me being slow. (company men sometimes get aggravated when I have to back into location.) but I dont want to hurt the truck or trailer, which to me should be a plus for the truck company. (that in time maybe I will get better, for now not tearing up equipment)
I dunno. where I am now is still open this week. tho we haven't received any paychecks for 2 weeks. I'm guessing any day now they going to tell us they are closing the doors for good. no clue what I'm going to do.