My daily concern...

Is that I spend all of that money on school and trucking supplies (already spent $500 on travel things like sleeping bag, etc. I do not mind since I will have a use for it even if I am not trucking), after I invest all of that time and money that a trucking company will not hire me due to my visit to the hospital when a doctor gave me the wrong medicine which required me to get my heart shocked. On paper it looks like I almost died when in real life it wasn't that big of deal.

I have my two year DOT but I hear I have to go through a lot more company tests. Any time in life when something is under my control I seem to always succeed, but every time in life when I am judged by someone else they never pick me. I still have no idea how I didn't make the basketball team in high school over 14 years ago and every single person was shocked when my name wasn't on the list since I was the best and hardest working player throughout practice.

The same thing applies to my programming job interviews; my resume impresses everyone but I am not hired. So I am nervous since it seems that every time my life is in someone else's hands they like to screw me over. I can only assume people think that I can just get another job elsewhere due to my skill set and give my job away to someone else who they feel needs it more like a family man.

 

That's a good idea. I am not sure if they will take the blame though... she knew I had high blood pressure and prescribed me horse pills to fight a flu my girlfriend gave me and that is when my blood pressure went berserk and I had to go to ER. My blood pressure has been normal ever since (that happened over a year ago). It sucks if my ex hadn't gotten me sick I would have saved a couple of thousand dollars and wouldn't have that my on medical record. Does the truck company usually run your medical record themselves or do you provide it to them?

 

ah ok thanks a lot guys I thought they had access to everything or at least see why I went to the hospital. Like:

08/05/10 Hospital Name - atrial fibrillation

or something like that.

Yes there has to be something wrong with me which I would like to find out. I am clean, professional, well mannered, hard working, etc. I asked a few friends what they think and to be honest and they said perhaps since I am so big and tall, handsome, and have so many skills I may intimidate them into taking their job one day.