Need words of encouragement.

Hey guys and gals. I'm sorry for being MIA. I just been busy. As of lately, I been getting down about not being home. On the flip side, I also know that when I am not rolling, I'm not making money. Can anyone offer some words of encouragement to help me get through until the company decides to give me some home time?

 

I would do that if wasn't for not having even six months of experience in.

 

I am seriously considering that. Unless by some extraordinary stroke of luck in which I win at least a couple million off the lottery. If that ever does happen, however unlikely it is, I would almost definitely go O/O.

 

I work for Western Express. I have a friend who went lease purchase with them and in the past two week, he has sat either at the terminal waiting for a load or sat at truck stops altogether about six days. He is not happy about it too say the least. As for me, I'm not one for confrontation for a few reasons. Number one is that I'm not gonna make an a--hole of myself. I would rather just keep plodding along until something better happens. There is one bright point in all of this though. I have met a bunch of new people through all of this. Some good and some bad. All were people though.

How do I keep the company from screwing around on my home time without losing my job? That is my main concern.