Question about refusing to go to a load in a particular state due not feeling experienced enough

I direct you to the post I made today at 9:38am. The incident is old news. And that is how it's gonna stay. And just for your information, I have less than three months of experience. So don't give me that crap about being an experienced driver yet. Experience comes with time and I haven't been driving that long. Hell, I only been on my own since May 4th. And with my trainer only two and a half weeks. Also, this was my first solo trip into the Northeast.

For all the others that say anything else negative about it. Don't even bother doing so. I have gotten myself together and ain't letting it bother me. Again, as I said earlier, it is old news and that is how it's gonna stay. What happens as a result is what happens. I will just deal with it the best way that I can. So, in the end, I learned something very valuable and that's all I needed. So quit your dang bellyaching when someone complains or vents over something. y'all claim to take an interest in helping new drivers. Some of you really do take an interest in doing so. However, just as many of you do more harm than good when you shoot someone down and belittle them for making an honest error of judgement. You act like they dropped an atomic bomb on your house. My honest opinion on it is that the truck driver shortage is not just caused by unscrupulous and greedy companies or severe government regulation. It is also caused by drivers such as those who don't give a flying crap about anyone but themselves and will talk crap to those who make mistakes, especially newbies. I'm doing what I can to make the best of it and that is all I can do. My question to those who treat everyone like crap is this. What are you gonna do when something happens to you? You might say something like it won't happen but you can never ever EVER guarantee that. Anyway, sorry for this long reply.

 

It probably would for even a cat getting run over. I have been through the Bronx on I95 and traffic ain't that bad. Just paying attention to my surroundings and laughing my butt off at the idiots.