Rookie Driver starting out, scared of OTR, what should i do? thanks

I drove on the farm for years under ag exempt. Then got CDL and drove for one year local. Most companies wont touch you without two years experience. (Rejected by several myself)The company I work for now did and I'm running PNW. Home once a week. If you can't handle being away from friends family you probably should do local. If you do get serious about it go all in and differently do not go with a mega company. I avoided them myself. My company RTTI runs about 40 trucks. Good luck and if you can't keep your bedroom and house clean your truck will be the same.