Trying to remain positive... But #### !

Hello all,
posted here a few times regarding my struggles during my CDL training ( Difficulties in learning to back, shift, double clutch, and very slow progres being made )
I have received nothing but positive feedback & encouragement from the forums, For that I thank you !

However this past friday kind of took the wind out of my sails, Some background..
I have had a prehire offer from R****L Transport since early July { my second week of school }
I tested on July 29th and Killed pre trip & air brake test, However I did not pass parallel parking & was no allowed to move on to the road test.
My instructors & myself agreed that I was "Just Not There Yet" And at that time I decided to pay for three more training sessions before retesting again. ( School policy is you get three chances at the test )

Due to the cost of the additional training sessions & a communication issue, I was not able to take then till this past week ( Weds,Thurs,Fri.) With my test being on friday.
I have kept my recruiter informed all along, and have been upfront & honest about everything !
So... Friday I test out, And I pass the skills test, then on to the road test which unfortunately I came up short on ! { Retesting monday the 26th. }

Anyhow when I get home I have a voice mail from the recruiter asking how I made out, I call her right back & leave a detailed message of how I passed the skills but not the road test.
& telling her I am retesting first thing Monday morning and will call her as soon as I pass the test.

Well not two minutes go by, when she calls me back ( I was in the shower so she left a message} informing me that "Because this was my second attempt that I now needed to get at least six months driving experience & reapply as a experienced driver"
I really didn't expect this ! Now i'm the kind of person who always believes everything happens for a reason, But it was a much better feeling when I thought I had a job waiting for me I̶f̶ when I obtained my CDL !

 

Thanks Cowboy,
I am the kind of person who dosnt catch on to certain things at first, But when I do I master them.
Also the kind of person who if knocked down four times, I WILL get back up five !