Urine containers, and worse with my team driver.

UPDATE: I took the advice of Swiss Mountain Dog and called the safety director and said wanted to file a formalcsexual harassment claim because I had already told the owner and safety director about the problem. They had me with another driver immediately. In the past they have always said it was hard to find people to team with and they would “get back to me.” It would usually take two to three weeks to find another driver for me to team with, I assume in hopes of starving me out so I would quit. So I made this run with the new co-driver who was, like I mentioned, a part of the “in” crowd liars club from back in the good ole days when the owner and dispatchers were all drivers and they would all get together and party and get high and then go trucking. But keeping the advice of this forum in mind I agree he was probably a plant I didn’t bite because I figured it was a plant to find some dirt on me. I saw evidence that he had snooped in my personal things including my medication and I could overhear him #####ing about me when he thought I was asleep. Cut to the point: we were scheduled to leave on Thursday for the next run, I sent him a message on Wednesday to confirm the time he replied yes we were leaving he would let me know what time. Truth was he was already gone HE LEFT ME and nobody bothered to tell me. So here I sit with no run in sight and 75.00 left to my name (I am a single mother and they pay me .21 cpm even after 11 months with a clean MVR and no CSA points and they just shrug their shoulders and say we will
try to find someone. I am so upset now I have already applied with several companies but that all takes time I don’t have plus the hassle. I need to call these people but I have to get myself under control first so I don’t look like a dingbat but what recourse do I have other than leaving? It appears that is what they want and I have no idea what I have done wrong to warrant this.