What will "wash you out"?

Fear can be a good thing.
It can keep you alive.

But, too much of a good thing isn't always best either.

If you're really intimidated by a big truck try this. Go rent the biggest U-Haul (or whoever) & just drive it around for a day or two. When you feel better about that, go rent one of their bigger trailers to pull behind it for a day or two.

Choose a day when you think there's an open parking lot available to practice backing in.

It's not exactly the same but you'll get the idea & feel a lot more comfortable about it.

It might be a lil expensive but then, an education is never free.

 

It is best to be upfront and honest about prior convictions, regardless of how long ago the offense was, or whether it has been expunged from the official court records.

There are companies that specialize in maintaining databases. Although a court may expunge a conviction, it will have not change the entries in these privately maintained databases. Many people who have had their record expunged have learned this the hard way. In this connected, computerized world, once a conviction has been entered, there is no telling who may have gathered the information for posterity. Many employers use the services of these database companies when checking out job applicants.