Will this affect my record/CVOR? First incident.

I was backing in my company's yard, I had a trailer with barn doors so I came out to open and latch the doors. I always pull on the barn door to make sure it's actually hooked but that didn't help this time. When I backed in, the right-side barn door unlatched from the hook and swung open, I didn't realize until I heard a louder noise than usual when I backed in. I go to the back and see that the right side barn door is pushing into the loading door of the warehouse, so I basically took the door out (the trailer door is fine though - it was one of those metal containers).

Two of the supervisors tried to assure me that this wouldn't go on driver's abstract/CVOR, saying 'the only way it will go on your record is if the police show up' 'its on private property and our deductible is $5000 so it won't go through insurance' but they want me to fill out a incident report 'for internal purposes', they even tried to get me to continue my shift but I literally was sick to my stomach so I came home.

I just got my license in November 2018 and am terrified this is going to screw up my future. Is it true that this won't go on my abstract/CVOR if the cops don't show up and fill out a report?

 

Yeah I figured that'd be the case. I wouldn't lie about it, it'd be a lot worse if they found out from them instead of me being honest.

That's a good idea, my supervisor also suggested this after it happened. I'm going to be so paranoid now that's not going to be enough. I'm thinking of ordering a wireless baby camera that I'm going to put in the back of the trailer when I open the doors to back. Looking on amazon right now.

Definitely thankful it wasn't that, or in another company's yard.