Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

wooh....did it again...

Darn...I love the taste of these peanuts, but not the cajun halopeno peppers that light up the inside of your mouth like fire...



Stay away from these, unless you like torturing your mouth...

 

How I'm I feeling??

Oh gosh, You've just given me a platform to blab on and on...hmm...

I'm calm, it's still...just trying to enjoy the moment...the nothingness of it all...

Police helicopter flying over head now...probablly chasing some way ward criminal...



Ok, it's gone now...It's calm again...fans on, to create background ocean effect...

Health wise...I'm doing ok, I guess...never went to clinic...

Oh, and the Amytiville house...yes...I just thought it was appropriate for the mood or moment I was in last night...

After all, I am the ghostchildd, and so dark still haunted or abandoned houses or structures have a certain appeal to me...places of refuge...

Anyhow...thanks for checking in...

Oh, here comes the helicopter again...

 

Friday is upon us...another week under the belt...

Had a wonderful series of dreams...

Neat thing about dreams is you never get hungry or think of food, you never get tired in your dreams, employment and or money is never a concern...but your always active...running, being chased, planning, plotting, laughing...

It's nice existing in your dreams without the burdens of the 'awake world'...

In your dreams, you just live...no job, nothing costs...it's like you just live...

Anyways...I have a busy interactive day infront of me, so will enjoy a few more hours of calmn...

I believe in God, and I think God is good...and with that...have a wonderful Friday...

 

You can be a business man
You can become President...

But without love, it's meaningless...

You can fly airplanes
You can drive a truck...

But without love, it's meaningless...

You can be a rock star
You can be a movie star...

But without love it's meaningless...

You can climb Mt Everest
You can climb Mt Rainier...

But without love it's meaningless...

Love is what gives you that 'zing'...
Love is what adds 'color' to your life...



Love, from that special one, will illuminate the darkness...

It can't really be scientifically explained...but it can be felt.

Love, will make even a dark cave seem bright...

So if you have it, don't let it go..

And if you've yet to find it...when you do you will know..

Cause suddenly, the world will appear as a bright rainbow...

 

Whenever I hear you speak, you conjure up images of this to me.



I always imagine some bachalor male living in a rough gritty old Manhattan apartment...hot, a/c not working...you know, just like those old movies from the 50's and 60's...

Those old detective movies that started off with narration...

'It was a hot summer evening...I'd been working on the case for less than a month, when my big break finally came...her name was Linda...and she was all that I could handle....ect ect...'

You know...with the old, slow moving fan blowing on the desk top...



Like one of those old Bogart movies...


Yes, I should of been a movie director...
It's not to late...

But anyhow...
Your voice captures so much of that old Manhatan feel...the grittiness, the old wife beater shirt...the can of generic beer in hand...



Hot sweaty August evening, 5 o'clock shadow...a detective who once had high hopes...but do to love...and a sick parent, career was derailed...

Now depressed, and trying desperatly to hang on to a former dream of being the man you always knew you could be...

Only now, years of personal neglect lie between you and that fulfilment...

Until the mysterious lady shows up one day, with a case for you to solve...

Are ya up for the task kid??

(Sorry, getting carried away with script)...

Anyhow...your voice evokes a lot in me of those old time movies I use to enjoy watching...

Cheers to you kid....

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysTjJaYX0WA&feature=related

Ok, let me try this again,
This time without the 'drama'...

Just a nice older song about 'love'...dedicated to you, and your special other...

 

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Happy Mothers day to those it applies to...

Ok, now down to business...

I erased almost all my posts from yesterday evening...
I kinda allowed myself to get more worked up than usual...

That's exactly why I like to stay home at times like that...

I use to take that same passion to the streets, up in the face of strangers...

Talk about reckless...

Anyways... I erased most of my post from last night...

This is also why Im hesitant to join major social sites...

At least on here, when I get silly, only a very small few read...

On a larger social site, I'd create far to much drama for myself...

Anyways...happy Mothers day for those it applies to...

The only thing I don't regret about last night is that Steve Perry song...

'Oh Sherrie'...
Boy can that guy sing...talk about an inspirering song...

I miss vocalist like him...when people just sang...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysTjJaYX0WA&feature=related

I better stop, before I get worked up again...