Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

Here's my latest and greatest...
Titled:Crying...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/forums/topics/show/5557695-getting-digitally-creative-with-thy-self-?page=las

Underworld...

 

You must forgive me...sometimes my moods get the better of me...it's what makes people like me...me...

It's a certain creative energy that never goes away...it was in folks like Betohven, Hendrix, Picasio, and other such artist throughout time...

Only difference between me and them is time and place...they had much better platforms in which to express themselves...or even bands like Kiss or Dio, or any of the glam hair bands of the 80's...twisted sister...ect ect...

All expressive...like myself...only their time and placement put them in spots where they could capitolize on their uniqueness...

Where as my time and placement places me in a underwater storm drain...



Just barely out of the reach of the mainstream...right beneath their feet...
Underworld pain and passions...the above world walks on by, and never even notices...

However, that pulse inside still won't stop...you either have it or you don't...
And usually people who have it have a multitude of personalities and moods, it's what allows for such creative expression...you can't be one dimensional and do this...or you'd run out of things to say in two posts...

Oh, there's other factors too...to many to go into right now...

Bottom line, I can't help it...If I could I would of stopped long ago...I'm an intense person...I need for the mind to constantly be challenged, stimulated in ways that are healthy...almost like Star Trek...and the Voyage they were on...the Quest...



It's like I'm still on that ship, the original one, with that crew...in some time warp or something...still trying to go where no soul has gone before...exploring...

Only sometimes the most interesting space to explore is your self...
Our bodies, mind and conscious are like a galaxy, Universe, within itself...that so many do not bother to explore...

But you also have to be guided by a 'moral perimeter'...that can vary for some...
In other words, you can explore all you want as long as you don't break the law and hurt people...period...

If ya want to paint yourself purple...fine...cause it's not breaking the law or hurting anyone...



One of the reasons why I'm bold, is cause I have a clean conscious...
If I were guilty of anything..I'd be hiding out...afraid to post or share anything...

I have a clean conscious...yes it's somewhat wacky at times...none the less it's clean though...honesty will keep you that way...it feeds on itself...

Anyways...this wacky but clean soul needs to take care of some tasks real quick...
Poor poor Tiger Woods...I feel I could beat him at golf now...

 

In other words if I were in Los Angeles Hollywood or Broadway area, there would be active talent scouts looking, seeking out people with talent and flair for entertainment...



Seeking out creative writers, like myself...
But I'm not in those areas...instead I'm in the 'dead zone' of talent...

The colonial, subservant, pick cotten south east....

'Come here boy, and mow my grass'...

Truckers are not talent scouts...
I'm basically a gold mine, or was, to anyone who could see the potential in my writing and self expression...

I could of been a lottery ticket to someone...

A smart person would of been like...

'Hmm...this person has potential...I think I'll become their agent...and market them to A,B,C...'

That's what a smart person would of done...but instead...here, all I get is a blanket placed over my head...

It shows the difference between those who run things and those who don't...small minds don't run nothing...

And see potential in no one...instead everything that's different to them is a threat...

In the mean time movies continue to rake in hundreds of million at the box office by people and directors who are 'creative'...



But when someone like me, comes here, and is creative...I'm shunned...

Wow...
I will never understand why my fate landed me here...

Not a single soul on here, has ever thought or said...

'Obviously this person is different, have a certain drive to them, a certain flair, how could I capitolize off of that?'....

Not a single person...amazing...
But yet will go spend countless hundreds renting movies, buying dvds, to watch others do, perform, like I do right here...

But yet I'm shunned for it...wow...

This is mainly for the generic internet audience to digest...

Everything I do, say, is designed to demonstrate something about man, humans...

Anyways...gotta go...back soon...

 

Good morning Bubba Sponge...



Your show is fun to listen to...we both dabble a lot in 'satire' mixed in with real life issues...only you get paid big bucks to do it, and I get ostricized...wow...time and placement...

Good thing you didn't start off on here...or you would of doubted yourself and never continued on...would probably be slinging sheet rock or something...

But yes Bubba, your show is refreshing...a refreshing change from hardcore political right slant radio...

Anyways...glad you made it...

 

Talk radio has just become to 'vile'...politically vile...



It seems the Rep and Dems have become like waring gangs or something...like the Sunni vs Shiites...or Jews vs Palestinians...or Crips vs Bloods...


Democrats vs Republicans..same nature as gangs...


It's like the political parties fight and disparage each other just for the sake of doing so.
And they, both parties, seem to actively root for the other to fail, regardless of the consequence to the nation, it's like they deliberatly sabatoge the efforts of other party, just so they'll look good to voters..

And talk radio just seems to spurn it own...I mean what really makes them think I'd ever vote for another Republican in my life, after they totally tarnished, slandered, ridiculed, made a mockery of the seat of Presidency...

Do you think another Rep could ever talk to me about being 'patriotic' ever again??
I would laugh in their face...
And I've never voted for a Dem...actually I've never really voted for anyone ever...
I just don't do politics...

But I did have much more respect for the Republicans when Bush was in office...Silly me...I actually thought they meant all that stuff about 'coming together' and 'respecting the office'...yep...Silly me...I see now all that only applies when 'their' person is in office...

What I'm really seeing is the true nature of man, as Tim Tebow is finding out...Selfish and greedy and self serving...you can never please such a nature...

Jesus couldn't...



If Jesus himself couldn't please man, do you think Obama, or Bush or Reagan or Carter ever had a chance?
Forget it...
Warped natures can't be pleased...the ultimate answers don't lie in man...sorry, it just doesn't...

They can throw whom ever they want in that office from here till the end, and talk radio can get people all angry, hostile, and excited about another victim President, but I think judgement for this nation has already been decided...

And it's our indivisual natures that will be front and center...not the Presidency...

 

Hello...I'm in Alabama now...

Anyways...for those who aren't stuck in the 18th century...ya might appreciate my latest greatest...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/photos/photo?photoid=133998307

For those who can appreciate fine wine...from a balcony high atop Paris...



For those who see themselves as being more than a socially programed clone, from the enviornment they come from...like an ant, that simply follows similuar scent...

And to everyone else...I can't help it that I'm 'sexy'...I really can't...it's not my fault...just like it's not my fault that some person at the shipper today tried to 'whoa me'...it is not my fault that I brought that side out of them...

Were they out their mind or something...trying to 'whoa me' with water??
Ok, I could see wine or beer or rum...but while drinking cold bottled water...

Am I that cheap?? good gosh....

Anyways....

Anyways...I'm just kidding...just kidding...the world is normal...Leave it to Beavers reality still exist...none of this is real...

Women still wear dresses, and men still wear pants...
If that's what makes you feel better...so be it...
I think that's all for the night...long hard labor filled day...

Water...why I never....

 

It's not my fault that my body is still sexy, and I'm thin and limber...

Don't get mad or upset at me ladies...

I'm not trying to intrude into your territory...even though you've intruded into the 'male zone' long ago...

pants, ball caps, jeans, boots, bull riding, fighter pilots, infantry, WNBA, on and on and on...

Women, females, love to invade and take over male styles and other such stuff...which is fine with me...

But let a male, just barely intrude into the elagant zone...and some women go bizerk...

First off, no one has a copyright on Beauty...not males, not females...either ya know how to bring it out of yourself or you don't...and there's plenty of women who don't...

Or can't...

Ok...I know if I were a soccer ball right now...I'd get kicked high and far away...



But again...don't get mad at me cause I'm sexy and or beautiful when I want to be...

 

How does your view count actually go backwards??
I had like 90 something views...then it dropped back into the 80s...weird, odd...

If that's the case...and I just happened to spot it tonight...I wonder how many views I really have?



I wonder how many views have been taken away from me...hand plucked...

Or was what just happened tonight with the view count a computer glitch?

Guess I'll never know...

Anyways...to all my guests...If I'm not here...I'll be here...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/photos/photo?photoid=133998307

I like it here still...cause it's what i do by trade...

But many on here still have a 1960's mentality...and just can't appreciate a soul like mine...
But that's ok...
Anyways...bed time...

 

26,000 views!!

Thanks...I guess...

And it's just me basically...

I have no help, I don't have dozens or hundreds of other people chimeing in...
No, instead it's just about me, and keeping it real and being honest...

Which really means it's about you...

Cause believe it or not..people aren't interested in reading about others...their interested in reading about themselves...

And each time ya read this thread, you learn a bit more about who you are...not me...

Anyways..figure that one out...but while ya are...

Did you know the T/A just West of Memphis on I-40 has a workout room now?
It does...I'll upload a photo later...and it's empty...
Lady said it's been there for 3 months...and maybe only been used once...
Not good....

Anyways...gotta roll, back soon I hope...

 

Hi...I took this photo about 8-10 days ago in Southern Cal...near the Arizona line...
Lot's of agriculture in the desert...and is what fuels a lot of the immigration worker force...
You'd be hard to find a European American or Afro-American working in the fields...Nor will you see European immigrants working in the fields, or any other type of immigrant...it's usually south of the border immigrants only...

I guess a true and tried commodity by those who own and run the farms...

Also...when I see crop dusters...I can't help but think of this movie scene...



Albert Hitchcocks 'Virtago' movie...

Who could ever forget this scene...even if you saw it in replay...
This scenes always in those 'Best horror movies of all time' shows...

Anyways...just stopped in to say hello real quick...gotta hit it some more...back soon...