Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

Ahh....intellectual sex...wow....wow...yes....I love it...

Mind sex...mind pleasure....I love a challenging exchange of thought designed to make ya think...

But it has to be positive...thought that challenges, but in the end elevates mind and heart...

Thought that brings understanding and love...



To all the kind hearted 'monsters' out there...I am your prince....
I speak for you...I represent you...and will not go away for you...and you are my kingdom...

I am the Underworld Prince of pain, beauty and joy....



I'm here for you...and won't leave you....

I will teach you a thing or two about love....

 

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/photos/photo?photoid=135900100

underworld prince...

In a way, we're like the characters in the movie 'X-men'...

We're very misunderstood...but have certain talents that others don't, can't appreciate...
You know who you are...















(smile for me...)

 

That's cool...been running around today helping family....coughing up my own dough to make others life easier...more convient...

But...I don't mind...it was for a good cause...

I'm a regular soul, and you know it...some get to wrapped up, caught up, in my marriage thread persona...it's just a thread where thoughts are shared and we try to have a little fun while doing it...

I'm wore out...been helping someone clean today...



Can't wait to hit the road again...never thought I'd be saying that...but life seems more stressful to me at home now...since my original mission is over...what a let down...

Now I just want to roll, to keep my mind on other things...and to save save save so I can get a few things...

I really want a mid size one of these...



This would be like the perfect home for a gypsy like me...I mean perfect...a newer model...where I could travel in comfort, help others...go places without rushing back...this is my goal...

Again...someone like me doesn't need a gigantic house, unless i could pay cash for it...but If I can't pay cash...I don't need to be bogged down with a morgage...we live in a very uncertain world now...and to me mobility is key...having the ability to get up, leave, and follow opportunity wherever it may be...

The days of big gigantic Brady Bunch families are about gone here in America...



Ok, this just isn't going to happen...six kids and a maid...and a loving wife willing to stay home and run things...no way...

It's not going to happen...there was a time in my life where I actually wanted it to though...but the women in my life made dumb choices...chose guys who would get them pregnant, then leave them, rather than a solid fella like myself...

Maybe that's what fuels part of my rebellion...how women have robbed me of my dreams...

There was a time in my life when I so wanted the white picket fence, the dog, the family...all that...

And I'm kind of upset that I never got it, so I artisticly rebell...I guess...who knows...

Anyhow...it seems whenever I think I have nothing to write about is when I write the most...

Just like whenever Micheal Jordan or Kobe Bryant say they are playing injured or with the flu...seems to be when they have their best game...

 

Can you imagine the grocery bill on a family of 6 per week...just the food bill??




A gallon of milk would last only through one breakfast...
One loaf of bread might last a day and a half...
No way...
A family of six can't be done unless your bringing home at least $60,000....and even then after medical, and clothing, and misc spending...more like you would need $100,000...to not feel poor...