Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

Ok, last one on the night...or at least last one I'll link here...
This one was fun also...

Titled: Come get me...

(actually, no link for this one...just go there...to photo section...and look under new photo catigory titled: More interesting photos...)

Actually I kind of..(ok very much do) miss the days when it was ok to wrestle with your peers...like in highschool and even college...

When you could wrestle with another guy, and it was no big deal...
Just the compitetion of it...

Wrestling is fun...
But in this extreme homophobic society...to grown males wrestling outside of a ring, would be considered odd...to society...not to me...

To me it would be fun...

it's natural for guys to want to rough house...

Anyways...I'm still seriously considering this odysey...
My heart is telling me to go to the heart of the SW...there's something there...

There's something there in the heart of the SW....



The movie Eli, that I watched last night...was good...the guy had conviction...like I use to...before I became disillusioned...

Now sometimes I'm not sure what I'm chasing...

I haven't been out on the streets in a while...when I do...well things get interesting...
Cause I start interacting with people I don't really like...

But at the time it seems fun...Oh I could tell ya'll some stories...

 

My four horsemen...Rocks was the fourth...but hasn't been around lately...

You were all led here for a reason...

But I need a solid 4 before I can get on with my purpose...

Rocks is kind of up in the air right now....



(ok, maybe not, but at least it makes for interesting writing...)

 

Me four horsemen...or 3 1/2...I dance for you...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/photos/photo?photoid=137502390

We're not a solid 4 yet...4 is an amazing number...

So I continue to wait for the fourth solid member...unless Rocks comes back...



My four horsemen...'I love you'...and 'will protect you'...
(only God can do that)

(is life theater or is theater life?)

 

Ok...back to regular writing for a minute...

These thug brutes really depress me here...they're everywhere...
I can't go out at night without bumping into them...
They're one way by day, and another by night...

They love to loiter around convient stores...with deadly blank stares in their eyes...

Always scheaming...always plotting...
Their minds are stuck in the gutter...and the gutter is all they know...
Victims of their own enviornment....

I would feel safer around a pack of hyenas than some of them...
At least hyenas have a code of conduct...



And is why I need to get away from these areas...the consentration of evil is just to strong....

And soon, nature will attempt to correct itself...

(Ok fine...I'm insane...I don't know where these thoughts come from...)

 

I love my four horsemen....




Yes people...i love because i can...cause I'm spirit...
Has nothing to do with gender or sex or any of that crap...

I simply love cause I can...

[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wr0ekZlcM8E&feature=related[/ame]

When I get a solid 4th member...you all will cease being 'human' anymore...you wll become much more than that...
(theater)

I don't attract ordinary humans to myself...ordinary humans are totally incapable of understanding life...real life...not the template life laid out before them...

(ok fine...where's the nut house)

 

My four horsemen...

Love can do incredible things...

But it takes love...it takes love...

[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1S-Lhu4gFQ[/ame]

Take hold of my hand, trust...and don't ever let go...
(actually you should only do that with God)

And we can and will change the world...I just need that fourth member...and they have to be solid...
(I can't achieve or do nothing outside of the will of God, that which hasn't already been laid out)

edited note: Ok, I had to clean this post up a bit...it was a little to mushy, even for my taste...
And I had to reasert Gods authority over your destinies and fate, not mine...
I cannot over step my bounderies...

 

I read other threads, other concerns, but so much of it seems so trivial to me....

It would kind of be like me trying to play hopscotch again...to answer their questions...



Hopscotch I tell ya...

Only the brilliant and smart will work their way here...all others...well...just read for yourself...

[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GCeYC0OSis[/ame]

 

goodnight my dream warriors...I love ya, wherever the night finds you...

Stay strong....

goodnight...

The ending of this song is the best...Maybe in the future I'll share a story, real life story to go along with the ending of this song...just one of those nights in da hood...one of those moments..in time and space...

[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wr0ekZlcM8E&feature=related[/ame]

 

Good afternoon everyone...

woh what a night...maybe I'll get off the couch sometime today...

I had yuky dreams or thoughts of Rush Limbaugh this morning...yuk...heard him on the radio...and guess he worked his way into my subconscious mind...

he and Neil Bortz had their way with me...yuk...
I was being overwhelmed by radio hosts who in real life annoy me...

After what occured inside the mind theater...wouldn't be suprised if Rush showed up with flowers or something...goodness...anyways...

I've been totally unproductive over the last 3 1/2 days...

havn't gone anywhere...nor do I feel like it....all I feel like doing is sitting and being left alone...

I'll give myself about another 30 minutes to lope around...then I'll start straightning up...and see what's going on with the world around me...

One good thing about staying home...you don't spend a lot...

I've gotta keep saving...it's the only way I'll get anything...

Let me see what's going on with some things...and I'll chime in a bit later...